I finally bought one

I did it.
I was toying with the idea for awhile
But I finally did it.
I bought a wedding planner.

Granted I have not opened it
And the thought of it slightly scares me
But still...

My parents, the boy, and I came up
with a preliminary list of guests.
We counted family, friends, work ppl
And church members.

The grand total=350ppl.

Yikes. I wanted to throw a tantrum
and demand that it be more selective and smaller.

But then I had a realization.
Contrary to the blogging worlds advice
(where it states to put a limit on parents' guests
bc it's all about your day)
I realized that my parents mean the world
and in the Korean culture one of their joys is their children.
And in a sense they want to show all their friends
and church members the happiness of a wedding.

so in conclusion
i should suck it up.
honor my parents.
and throw a helluva party :)