wedding countdown

on my iphone
i have this app called
"days until"
and it counts down days until X

so I checked it today as I customarily do
and there's 21 days until my Korean wedding
and there's 57 days until my American wedding.

hyperventilate.

oh i forgot to mention..bc Korean wedding is in Korean time (1/2 a day earlier)
technically its 20 days until I'm getting married in Korea.

more deep breathing.

I hate numbers. they confuse me.
and i feel like so much to do
not sure if I really need to do it?
when do i do it?

breathe. breathe.